376#

Boleh dikatakan aku panggil ini surat kecil buat shbt,
yang macam chipsmore tapi sedap macam oreo.

kawan,
shbt.

kita dua tahu,
mungkin kita takkan sampai ke fasa ini,
sebab kita dua tahu apa kita dah lalui.
bukan senang,

gaduh,
macam I wont see you anymore in this earth
tapi aku lupa,
dunia bukan besar.
circle of friend kita sama,
malaysia kecil je.
Allah itu tahu.

Aku lupa.

Mustahil lah, aku tak rindu.
Mustahil lah, aku tak kisah.
selama kita berehat.

tapi aku pilih untuk sibukkan diri dari hantui hidup kau,
kau tahu, aku clingy bagaimana kan?
jadi kau tahu kenapa aku jauhkan diri dulu?
aku takut; I cannot live without you.
but actually I already prove to myself, I really I can live without you.
Secara jujur, I am proud of it.

Never thought that we can still be same like we used to.
langsung.

lagi selepas apa yang jadi; only both of us know.
thanks to Allah, that He always keep our secret save.
Alhamdulilah.

Now, we're back as best friend.
I hope this will be forever,
because this time around I love you more than I love you before.
I want you to become witness to all my moment in my life.
I want you to be there for me
I want you to listen to all my crap stories that sometimes just lame stories.
can you?
I hope I'm not put any burden on you.

I'm always promise to myself,
I will be there for you no matter what happen.
I will support you in whatever you do.
I will always give you full of my attention when you share with me; your stories.

Thanks, budd.
Thanks my black heart.
Thanks for coming back.
Thanks for always know how to cheer me up.
Thanks for existing.

I love you, Lillah Taa'la.