373#

I cry a lot
Literally a lot.

Because that's the only thing at least I can do now
I had no one that truly understand me
there for me
.
Because most of the time people busy with their stuff
Because I choose to be silent rather to tell anyone.
.
I am tired.

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372#

I know,
this getting there
but
I forced to stop
I forced to check my back
.
Even though I hate my past
but i am afraid people wont accept new me
people will judge new me
people will hate me

like I used to hate myself.

--No one will accept you as much you accept yourself.

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371#

Lies.

Just to yourself,
because at the end you will give up
because you do because you're afraid
.
afraid of nothing.
.
Lies.

Just to yourself,
You put high expectation that will make your heart hurt
You lies that you're okay
You need to lies
to continue this terrible life
to can place in someone heart
.
Lies.

To yourself
To everyone
.
That you're happy
because you don't want to show the hidden feeling.

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