290#

its weird when you realize you're in love with someone don't love you
its weird when you realize you're alone while people busy with their partner

actually its part of life to be alone sometimes
but me? alone? like forever.

yeah. i'm forever alone.

one of best friend of mine, love to said 'you're not alone, you have me'
but still i'm always feel i better be alone rather than be with someone
because i think nobody understand me, maybe.

i dont know, till now i still dont have good answer why i choose to be alone.
maybe its my destiny.

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289#

i think i'm loser.

yes

i guess i'm not good enough

i guess i'm too push myself

i guess i'm over thinking

i think i should stop bother

i think i should give myself time

i think i should give myself chance

i think i should give myself rest

because i'm too tired

because i'm too pressure

because i'm depressed

yes

i need rest

i need vacation 

i need happy pill, perhaps....

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288#

someday you will met me, i know.
someday you will love me, i know.
someday you will hugs me, i know.

until now or forever i will wait for you.
i want smile for you.
i want to be with you.

someone that i still do not who, but i know he will come for me,
or otherwise.

however, i will wait.
i'm promise ;)

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287#

soulmate?
someone know you better than anyone else.

soulmate?
accept you know matter what happen.

soulmate?
bestfriend but more.

soulmate?
make you be yourself.

soulmate?
someone that you carried all of your life.

soulmate?
always know whether you okay or not.

soulmate?
someone you do not to please to stay with you.

soulmate?
always there for you.

you want me to be your soulmate? forever?
I wish I have one.

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286#

kosong.

macam hati aku sekarang

tiada apa dah yang tinggal aku rasa.

nak senyum, entah

nak ketawa, entah

nak rasa apa, tak tau

nak cakap apa, tak tau

--aku memang betul-betul perlu 'someone' yang boleh cakap dengan aku

buat aku gelak

buat aku senyum

buat aku bercakap

buat aku fikir

buat aku rasa

--ya, aku perlu.

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